Monday, October 4, 2010

thoughts and wonders

Can't think of any other title.
Most thoughts are about Dancing with the stars.
Of course there is the high paranoia, but not all connections I get.
Things do seem to be coming together more, yet it isn't together completely.
I think some thoughts and feelings of mine personally are very exaggerated. I loved the dance with Lacey and Kyle. I get the hunch though that Brittany Spears may think I'm coming on to her. ~huff~ This is another example where I think people take things too far. I like and appreciate some of her songs. I think she is pretty. I feel I'm being forced to call her arrogant, but in this circumstance I am. (I need to think of a different name than using situation all of the time. lol. )
A lot of other drama feels heavy, but not. So many men have the NY Moscow look. It is unbelievable. Its kind of like a story almost unfolds where I am extremely insulted, may get nazi'd up against, yet feel it is still a multiple text towards me and other women when they want to sweep us off our feet again. I don't know who gets credit for what exactly. It looks like a very competitive body issue with most relationships.
Margaret Cho. I knew she would eventually show some gay support. I've read some of her blogs and besides for being known as a comedian, she is known as a gay activist. She received both booing and cheering. I cheered for her, but it doesn't mean I want to go gay. I think some people may have had discomfort at the fact that she was bringing her agenda to a show that was meant for dancing and not activism of any kind.

Obama was once again the most obvious. I pretty much smiled the whole time. A sincere smile. It was a fun dance. For my own safety, I will make no further comment. I have a nervous paranoia with the colors that were worn: lemon and lime. I had a friend who had two parakeets that were named lemon and lime. I forget which one died first, but when one died, the other died shortly after. I really hope it was not meant to be a sign of a future death threat.
Its not the sign that I get paranoid with being safe, it is my common sense that he is the president.
I'm his choreographer?! I laugh and baffle.
I did have to miss "The Event" though because of the show. I'll watch it another day.

I thought it seemed pretty intense.
I really did love a lot of the dancing.